Father help me through the rain
sometimes I feel so afraid
coz, I can't stand alone anymore

Father would you hold my hand
please don't let me walk alone
give me strength so I can face the world
with You

taken from album radical revolution (Bapa - Campus Worship)

Yeah……longing for a long holiday and finally I can get it next week…. Holiday for one week !!! And the good news is that this Friday I will go home earlier at 12:00 PM (I hope it will not be cancelled). So cool!!! My plan on that day will be sleeping. Really need a hard work and a lot of energy to wake up early in the morning just for arriving on time at office and I want to compensate all of that with a nice sleep. Hahaha….

Yesterday, it was an exhausting day. After leaving Bogor, I ate with my friend at wiwid. I was not sure until when, but after that I went to pick up my friends at points square and then went to Tomodachi café on radio dalam. Because I was full, I could not eat there anymore. I just drank a glass of Shierly Temple, and the taste is similar as the taste of a lime. After having a long conversation ( from 8:30PM to almost 10:00PM ), We still went to other place, PIM2 (there was something to do there!!). I was a really good girl on that day…hahahahaha. Arrived at home nearly at 00:00, and I have no energy at all. So after taking a really quick bath and changing cloth, I just directly went to bed.

The strange is that one of friends that joining the group on that day, was calling at 00:00 to my residence phone. I thought the purpose of the calling was good, just to make sure that I’ve already arrived safely. BUT, calling at 00:00 (well, I still can tolerate if my friend called to my cell phone rather than to my residence phone), hmmm, I think it’s not a good thing to do, cause it can disturb the other members of my family.

NB: still thinking for this sunday, whether I go on the first or the third service. I really want to the 'SKSD' thing, but not sure with the mood that will on at that time...hehehe

GBU

After getting late for several months, at last today I am succeeded to do something different than usual. I arrived at office on time….even earlier! 15 minutes before 8 o’clock. Hahaha….so happy..

It means if I want to be at office on time. I must wake up at 5.00 AM and leave home at 6.15 AM. So much sacrifices that I need to do for this matter….huh..

I think the traffic in Jakarta become worse than before………gosh……..

It makes me more eager to buy motorcycle, cheaper (especially for buying gasoline) and faster (in the midst of the traffic jam).

At last, I’ve already done a little part of the word ‘excellence’. hehehehe

I just realize that the word ‘dek’ (the short version of ‘little sister’ in bahasa) can make me feel 20 years younger than my actual age. Hehehehe…… And suddenly everything that relates to the word ‘childish’ appears to the surface…I enjoy every sensation that I get if someone calls me with that word…….. Don’t know why? Do you feel the same? (This question is valid only for Indonesian. Feel free for others to answer this question, but I think this word gives no meaning at all to you, doesn’t it?)

One more thing, that I want to share with you, is about the mission of ‘making an unknown person to smile for one second’. Right now, I believe that saying hello to someone that I never know before is easy (at least, it’s really easy for me to do if I am in the good mood). But now, I challenge myself to do something more, not only just say hello but also try to make them smile. I think, by doing this, at least I help them to forget their problem, their pain, everything that gives bad impacts to them for one second. Of course, the purpose of writing this mission is to encourage you…yes, YOU…to do the same. Do you dare to do this mission? I hope you do …..

The world would be better…… slowly but sure….. I know that !!!

God bless you