feeling lazy to write in English, so allow me to write in Indonesia, ok?

kemarin hari jumat, gue ke sekretariat JPCC untuk nemenin temen gue audisi singer. Pas gue nyampe ama temen gue yang lain ( temen yang mau audisi malah belum datang, huh !! ), ternyata yang ikutan nggak sebanyak yang gue kira...gue kira bakal kayak pendaftaran Indonesian Idol...hehehehe..

Asli, gue kepengen ikutan just untuk coba2... tapi apa daya, udah suara pas2an, persyaratan pun belum tercapai....dan juga merasa panggilan bukan di bidang nyanyi. jadi tak mungkin lah aye ikutan kan.......

Pada saat audisi mau dimulai, Kak Bella memberikan instruksi bahwa setiap peserta harus mempersiapkan lagu sekuler sebanyak 3 lagu...... heh !!! 3 lagu sekuler ?? gue nggak kebayang kalo gue ikutan, gue nyanyi lagu apa ya? soalnya palingan gue cuma tau alunan nadanya, tapi lyric kagak inget sama sekali (masak, sepanjang lagu cuma nanananana doang seh !! ). Terus gue bilang aja ama temen gue, kayaknya gue bakal nyanyi, "balonku ada lima .., potong bebek angsa ... , dan aku seorang kapiten" hehehe....... (untunglah, gue nggak daftar ye !!!)

pas pulang, gue sempet terpikirkan...hm, lagu sekuler........ dan akhirnya berandai2 lah gue....misalnya , persyaratan lulus, dan gue ikutan audisi. Nah, kan disuruhnya lagu sekuler..... Dan lagu yang gue pilih adalah lagu tipe jablai, kopi dangdut, bang sms........ hihihi...asli gue penasaran reaksi juri2nya gimana ya? Dan sampe sekarang gue masih memikirkan apakah gue memiliki keberanian yang cukup besar dan muka badak yang tebal utk melakukan itu di depan Sari Simonangkir, Bella Prasetyo dan juri2 yang lain ya? itung2, apa yang gue lakukan bisa memberi warna yang berbeda dalam audisi singer di JPCC.

GBU

Funny enough to read this one:
“However, if you're lucky enough to find that perfect tattoo for you, it will..
• make you look good
• make people admire you for it
• make people come up to you and ask questions about it
• make you different and stand out from the crowd
• make you more confident because of all the above”
Taken from : http://www.tattoomenow.com/

Is it true, in order to look good, to make people admire you, to make others question you, to stand out from others and to be more confident, you need to be tattooed?

Hahaha…well, I am not sure whether having a tattoo is a sin or not, nevertheless I don’t want to have a tattoo. It hurts……that’s for sure. And I think there is other option besides having a tattoo to have those entire lists existed in my life……

What do you think?
GBU

Father help me through the rain
sometimes I feel so afraid
coz, I can't stand alone anymore

Father would you hold my hand
please don't let me walk alone
give me strength so I can face the world
with You

taken from album radical revolution (Bapa - Campus Worship)

Yeah……longing for a long holiday and finally I can get it next week…. Holiday for one week !!! And the good news is that this Friday I will go home earlier at 12:00 PM (I hope it will not be cancelled). So cool!!! My plan on that day will be sleeping. Really need a hard work and a lot of energy to wake up early in the morning just for arriving on time at office and I want to compensate all of that with a nice sleep. Hahaha….

Yesterday, it was an exhausting day. After leaving Bogor, I ate with my friend at wiwid. I was not sure until when, but after that I went to pick up my friends at points square and then went to Tomodachi café on radio dalam. Because I was full, I could not eat there anymore. I just drank a glass of Shierly Temple, and the taste is similar as the taste of a lime. After having a long conversation ( from 8:30PM to almost 10:00PM ), We still went to other place, PIM2 (there was something to do there!!). I was a really good girl on that day…hahahahaha. Arrived at home nearly at 00:00, and I have no energy at all. So after taking a really quick bath and changing cloth, I just directly went to bed.

The strange is that one of friends that joining the group on that day, was calling at 00:00 to my residence phone. I thought the purpose of the calling was good, just to make sure that I’ve already arrived safely. BUT, calling at 00:00 (well, I still can tolerate if my friend called to my cell phone rather than to my residence phone), hmmm, I think it’s not a good thing to do, cause it can disturb the other members of my family.

NB: still thinking for this sunday, whether I go on the first or the third service. I really want to the 'SKSD' thing, but not sure with the mood that will on at that time...hehehe

GBU

After getting late for several months, at last today I am succeeded to do something different than usual. I arrived at office on time….even earlier! 15 minutes before 8 o’clock. Hahaha….so happy..

It means if I want to be at office on time. I must wake up at 5.00 AM and leave home at 6.15 AM. So much sacrifices that I need to do for this matter….huh..

I think the traffic in Jakarta become worse than before………gosh……..

It makes me more eager to buy motorcycle, cheaper (especially for buying gasoline) and faster (in the midst of the traffic jam).

At last, I’ve already done a little part of the word ‘excellence’. hehehehe

I just realize that the word ‘dek’ (the short version of ‘little sister’ in bahasa) can make me feel 20 years younger than my actual age. Hehehehe…… And suddenly everything that relates to the word ‘childish’ appears to the surface…I enjoy every sensation that I get if someone calls me with that word…….. Don’t know why? Do you feel the same? (This question is valid only for Indonesian. Feel free for others to answer this question, but I think this word gives no meaning at all to you, doesn’t it?)

One more thing, that I want to share with you, is about the mission of ‘making an unknown person to smile for one second’. Right now, I believe that saying hello to someone that I never know before is easy (at least, it’s really easy for me to do if I am in the good mood). But now, I challenge myself to do something more, not only just say hello but also try to make them smile. I think, by doing this, at least I help them to forget their problem, their pain, everything that gives bad impacts to them for one second. Of course, the purpose of writing this mission is to encourage you…yes, YOU…to do the same. Do you dare to do this mission? I hope you do …..

The world would be better…… slowly but sure….. I know that !!!

God bless you

I feel so tired, sleepy and anything else that I can categorized as a ‘lazy’ class. Hahaahaha….I hope I can have a great fun on Saturday…need a rest after several shocking day. Huh!!! Why cannot this thing just stay on my head only for one day? And then go forever….hush…….don’t need you to be in my mind…..go away !!!!

This last Sunday was a great day for me…I was so narcist on that day…so proud with my alto voice …The thing that I loved so much was to sing with three of friends from my church. Their voices are far…far better than mine (of course !!!)….I was sure when I joined to sing with them; Suddenly their beautiful harmony was a little bit ruined….hahahaha…Anyway, three versus one. Surely, my ‘awesome’ alto voice became so not invisible among their voice………

Not only that, at last I have courage to ask them (or was it other’s idea?) to sing without music at all (does it call acapella?). And they agreed to do it. Set my voice recording on my mobile phone and sang together…..Wipieeee………..I love the result so much, even I set it up for my ringtone. Hahahaha……

The song that we sang together was “I surrender all”…taken from the newest and the first of TW youth album called “Breath”….what an awesome album; I hope it can bless young generations all over the earth.

And this morning, my throat was so sore. Too much sing on Sunday !!! hehehe

hmm, this morning I was trying to kill a mosquito in my car.....It gave me a hard time to do that 'killing' task although in my opinion, my skill of killing this insect is really really great. There was a moment, when I succeeded to kill that mosquito (HURRAY !!!!) but after a couple of seconds, this mosquito has enough energy and courage (in front of me !!) to live again. HUH !!!!

Like the fairy tale, the story must end up with the word 'Happily Forever'. So, this story is also finished by saying sorry to the big family of that mosquito. I hope you guys learn from it's mistake...... hahahahaha...big smile for me

God bless

Just knowing one of many functions available in Yahoo! Mail …..It is called ‘filters’. Never heard it before? Well, the same with me…..But, now I know what it is and how to use it (to set it up)
Ok then !!! We start with ….
* WHAT
This function enables us to force particular incoming emails to a designated folder. You can create your own folder and make it as your designated folder. The number of filters you can make is 15 (if I am not mistaken). That’s all for the WHAT’s part. I hope you can follow me.
* HOW
First, you can make your own folder by clicking on the “add” folder (on the left side). The yahoo will ask you to write the name of it. For example: the folder name is “my brother folder”.
Second, you choose the “option” ( on the right side, above the “search the way” button)/ “filters” (under the management group)/”add”.
Third, you write the name of your filter. For example: “My brother filter”. After that you must fill the rule (“IF CONDITION”) for the filter. If I want every email from RTY@yahoo.com is sent to “my brother folder”, then I can use the “From Header”. Besides that you also can add you filter based on the “Subject”, “Body” and “To/Cc Header” (one of them or the combination of them). Finish in the “IF CONDITION” continues to the “THEN CONDITION” by choosing the designated folder. In my example, I choose “my brother folder”.
It means if I illustrate it in IF…THEN conditional in programming language, it becomes
IF
The sender is RTY@yahoo.com
THEN
Send the email to “my brother folder”
Fourth, click add filter button.

Easy, heh????
I hope this post give you an idea about what the filters is, how to use it. And at the end, I hope you will get benefits from it.

God bless you

Huh…I get injured yesterday at Papandayan Mountain, Garut. So shame…..,(for someone who never fall in MANY hiking trips before). One of the hikers which is also my friend said that my fall was funny. Why did it happen? Well, I was in the middle of the one of many ‘difficult’ tracks (based on my opinion), and suddenly I felt confused which path that I must choose. I couldn’t find any solid ground where I can put my feet on !!! there was no rock near my position, if there was, my feeling told me that I could not reach that. Luckily, I was still able to save my precious camera before I felt down. It cost me another bruise and cut on my left hand. What a sacrifice I’ve already done just for a camera…hehehe.

This accident cost me something in this trip. I became a not confident hiker. I need my friend to show me how to handle each of the difficult tracks in that journey. Feeling guilty for that!!! Sorry guys for that……. It was only because I didn’t want to get another fall….hehehe…one time was enough for me !!!!

One part of the track is so steep and so slippery. I felt so incapable to conquer that road. But because I didn’t want to give another hard time to others, I tried to get through this road with the ‘Spiderman’ style (my friend’s term). Hahahaha….. I gripped any firm things (mostly are big stick and rock) on my side. Surprisingly, I could pass that road…So happy!!!

The view is great… which successfully paid the entire efforts that I’ve already give along the journey.

Lesson taken: When you want to go to some point, you must take your time to look every path that you can take to get there. Then choose one that you are really capable on it.

I will show some pictures taken from the site….. I hope you like them

--papandayan's view



--hiker



--me !!!



--a picture of Garut

I hope, tommorow's plan will be done well...Have already waited that event for a long time...hehehe

When I went to the treasure women's conference, I bought some cds including the music CD from the oasis praise. I can tell that all of the songs in this CD is so odd to my ear... hehehe.. so different from others..... But, at last, I can enjoy most of the songs. Still learn to enjoy the other songs...hahahaha....... There are two songs that I like them so much.... The titles are Child of the King and Greatest Love. The first one is the slow song and the second is the fast song.....

To end this posting, I will write the lyric for the first one
Child of the King

Holy Spirit, You are welcome in this place
It is here I'll be restored
Father, heal me
Touch me with Your grace

Knowing I need nothing more.
Let Your light in me burn brightly
Give me strength each day to shine

Cause I love You Lord and Your amazing grace
You comfort me through everything
I fall on my knees with a childlike faith
I will lift my voice to you and sing
I'm a child of the King



yeah... we are children of the king. So, try to behave like one. ( not included in the lyric, hehehe )
God bless you

Hm, at last I’ve already finished my work… so tired but relieved……

How about you? Have a lot of assignments from your work or from your school?

This week, I can call as my training week….. I learn something new on rational rose and foundation one. Somehow, this rational rose is so powerful. If I can make a good design with it, it would generate a good package. It means that I do not need to put so much effort to modify the package. My next project is to upgrade the current HR software. With this information, I hope that the project can be finished faster and easier than I expect.

That’s all folks……….news from me today…hehehe

Need to sleep……

WUHUUUUUU !!!!!! Want to scream this word, when I’ve already finished the treasure women’s conference. And for you girls, who knew this conference but didn’t come, words that I want to give is ‘Poor of you !!’ hahahahaha…….

The speakers for this event are Sy Roger (syroger.com) and Holly Wagner (godchicks.com). Like always, Sy Roger amazed me with his sermon. I just pray that he will be blessed more than today and he will get more and more and more ( and many more) great knowledge from God. From all of his sessions, I am so touched with the ‘forgiveness’ session. I love this sermon because it gives me a clue about the truth of forgiveness. On the same time, I hated this sermon because he made me cry in public. So shame……..

Before this conference, I’ve already listened Sy Roger’s sermons several time at my church but not Holly Wagner’s. Well, she is so energetic when she gave a sermon. She spoke with a lot of expressions………I can say, lots of funny expressions….So I like her so much. I could say that she really really love encouraging women to fulfill the God’s purpose on their life. She is so focused on this matter. Because of all these things, when she said goodbye to the congregation, I felt missing her so much.

When I attended the Sunday service (two days after the conference), I saw her walking on the aisle in the middle of the praise and worship session. It means that she would give a sermon on that day. WOW !!!! Suddenly, I was feeling grateful for having this opportunity to meet her once again and after that, the words that I said repeatedly were ‘Thanks God for this opportunity’. Like I expected, the sermon was really great. It was about several things that we need to do so that we can do ‘right things’ in solving our problem.

And this Monday morning, again I have the feeling of missing her. … I still want to hear another sermon from her. What do you think about this one? Is it strange?

In the past, I’ve thought that I want to be a pastor….shocking, heh????? Me ? become a pastor…hahahahahahaha….But, seriously, becoming a pastor is my dream. It would be great to motivate others to walk with God, to guide people in the right path and to see people’s transformation to be more like God. But, I know, it is not easy to be a pastor. There’s a lot of thing that s/he needs to do. Firstly, he/she must do a lot and a lot of research on words of God. Secondly, s/he must get an approval from God. If not, no matter how good the preparation is, it would not touch the heart of the listeners. Thirdly, s/he must able to give an example in her/his own life about living the life that God wants. At least, the three things of many things that I must consider are really hard to be done.

Seeing Holly Wagner on the stage, made this dream to appear on the surface one more time. Besides that, I want to take the karate class too......I will not take the fighting class but I will take the style class....Because for me, having karate style is better than fighting........The other reason is that I don't want to get any bruise....hehehe....

My conclusion is that I felt no regret at all attending this conference. There’s a lot of stuff I got from this event. So, I suggest to all girls….. to come to the 2007 treasure women’s conference. I hope, every year, this conference will be held.

Curious with the messages that I’ve got from the conference? Then you must wait until I have a will to write the summary…hehehehe

hi....
just want to post my flower photo collection..hope you like them !!!

just want to put the newest photo collection..
enjoy

lagi pingin taro foto lagi neh
terinspirasi dari khotbahnya pastor Jeffry Rachmat.... (JPCC)
pingin nulis panjang, kenapa akhirnya nih foto jadi... tapi serius lagi malas.. jadi gue taro aja ya without any further comment... heheh

God bless you

Cannot think other than create another photo.....
The object today was otello ( game board) have you ever played this game? I think this game is quite interesting. One mistake or one good move can change the number of your coins drastically.

here the photo .....



The title is black and white.
The message :
how big your black side in your life is ? Is it bigger than your white side? if, yes the black side is bigger than the white one, then start to decrease the bad habits in your live and to increase the good habits.


God bless !!!!

Today, I went to see Mt. Bromo with my mom.
Actually, I want to see a clear sunrise, but still I am not succeeded to see that... I just saw a sunrise accompanied by many clouds.....
I started the journey at 1.00 AM..... Sleepy !!! but my desire to take a good photo of the sunrise at Mount Bromo made me able to wake up in the really really early morning......

The first place that I went in this journey was puncak penanjakan (at 4.30 AM). Man !!!! So cold... even I could not feel my finger........ I was really mad about that, because it means the possiblity of having blur photos is big... And it is true !!!!!

So if you guys have a plan to go there in the early morning, prepare gloves, jacket.

After that, I walked to the mount bromo... so tired but I made it to be at the top of that mountain !!! what a good exercise I have done today ...hehehehehe......at least, I am sure that many calories were burned......

enjoy the photos......