hm, several days have already passed and all of those days filled with negative thinkings. What's a wonderful job, my mind has already done....
With a negative thinking in our mind, I believe that it will completely change how we react to our surroundings such as situations, jobs , including friends.
What I have is I felt angry to all my friends,not really all but most, what they say, what they react and what they do....... I felt very misarable.... Not only that, i felt not satisfied with my job.
And then I just remember to my promise, that I must beat this bad habit until its root. It is very simple , really...... I must learn to grow a PoSiTiVe ThInKiNg in my mind.
When I started to use that, maybe yesterday. I felt better than before. I just think how powerful a PoSiTiVe thinking is...... It is hard to learn in the first time, but I believe if I and maybe you can make this become a new good habit to our lives by practising to use it.

so..... at last... after knowing that blogs become popular things, i made up my mind to make my own one. Actually i will use it as a media to improve my english writing (so, it will be in English version), to give some opinion about everything that comes in my head and of course to share my true life story (for this one, i think, i will do rarely).
This night, i work again....... and I am quite happy to know that i can finish it just in 1 hour. There are several situations that make me a little bit angry. Anyway, to reduce the anger, I just keep my mind that this is an example of the real working life. You cannot expect that everybody will do what you want. Yeah, this statement gives me a strength to keep doing the job, although i think, they (all of the annoying persons) know that i am angry with them. Of course, from my face..... hehehehe... I cannot help it.......